Tuesday, October 16, 2012
Before today is over and tomorrow comes, give me some times, sheets and a pen to celebrate your special day of life in my diary..
I am afraid I can not make it into the right tone so I will write it in Bahasa :)
Hari ini, tepat 52 tahun yang lalu Mama hadir di dunia..
Hari yang akan selalu membuatku bersyukur karena kehadiranmu menjadikanku hadir di dunia ini..
Yes, I am here because of you, Mom..
And I just want to say....
"Thank you for always loving me unconditionally..Thank you for always being there for me whenever ups or downs..Thank you for always supporting me even when the whole world say it's not possible..Thank you for always wishing me the best even when I didn’t do it my best..Thank you for always making my days..Thank you for being my wonderful Mother ~ as always..."
Maaf Ma, pagi ini tidak ada bunga, kue beserta lilin yang kupersembahkan untukmu :(
Hanya kuselipkan munajat di sela perjumpaanku dengan-Nya malam ini,
اَللّهُمَّ اغْفِرْلِيْ وَلِوَالِدَيَّ وَارْحَمْهُمَاكَمَارَبَّيَانِيْ صَغِيْرَا.
"Semoga Allah SWT senantiasa menganugerahi Mama dengan kesehatan, kekuatan iman, rejeki, serta umur yang panjang dan berkah..(I do wish that He gives me a chance to be a part of “the journey of making your dreams come true”) :)
May all your dreams and wishes come true, Mom!"
Oya Ma, akhir-akhir ini sering ku lihat kecemasan yang tersurat di kata-katamu maupun tersirat di wajahmu..
I am sorry to always make you feel anxious in each period of my life ~ for any different reasons..
But please don’t..
Bekal yang kau berikan padaku untuk mengarungi kehidupan yang rumit ini lebih dari cukup sehingga bahkan akupun takkan pernah mampu membalasnya..
Just believe me, I can do it since I am your daughter, aren’t I? :)
Hanya kupinta ridlo-mu selalu karena Allah SWT hanya akan meridloi langkahku jika engkau meridloiku..
Eventually....
Here is one of my favourite song that definitely reflects how much you mean to me just as a mother means to her children :)
Number One For Me ~ Maher Zain
I was a foolish little child
Crazy things I used to do
And all the pain I put you through
Mama now I’m here for you
For all the times I made you cry
The days I told you lies
Now it’s time for you to rise
For all the things you sacrificed
Oooh
If I could turn back time rewind
If I could make it undone I swear that I would
I would make it up to you
Mom I’m all grown up now
I’ts a brand new day
I’d like to put a smile on your face everyday
Mom I’m all grown up now
And it’s not too late
I’d like to put a smile on your face everyday
You know you are the number one for me
You know you are the number one for me
You know you are the number one for me
Oh oh
Number one for me
Now I finally understand
Your famous line
About the day I’d face in time
Coz now I have a child of mine
Even though I was so bad
I’ve learnt so much from you
Now I’m trying to do it too
Love my kids the way you do
Oooh
If I could turn back time rewind
If I could make it undone I swear that I would
I would make it up to you
Oooh
If I could turn back time rewind
If I could make it undone I swear that I would
I would make it up to you
Mom I’m all grown up now
I’ts a brand new day
I’d like to put a smile on your face everyday
Mom I’m all grown up now
And it’s not too late
I’d like to put a smile on your face everyday
You know you are the number one for me
You know you are the number one for me
You know you are the number one for me
Oh oh
Number one for me
There is no one in this world
That can take your place
Oooh I’m sorry for ever taken you for granted
I will use every chance I get
To make you smile
Whenever I’m around you
Now I will to try to love you
Like you love me
Only God knows how much you mean to me
Oooh
If I could turn back time rewind
If I could make it undone I swear that I would
I would make it up to you
Oooh
If I could turn back time rewind
If I could make it undone I swear that I would
I would make it up to you
Mom I’m all grown up now
I’ts a brand new day
I’d like to put a smile on your face everyday
Mom I’m all grown up now
And it’s not too late
I’d like to put a smile on your face everyday
The number one for me
The number one for me
The number one for me
Oh oh
Number one for me
Genuinely, how grateful I am to have you as my mother :)
Love you, Mom!
With all the love I have,
Your Daughter :)
P.S: “If there is just only this life,
I would want to make it with you. And if there are more than thousands of
lives, I would still want to make it with you..”
